Couldn't sleep last night.. i kept thinking about grandma. Am i going to go to heaven? to get another chance to see her smiling face? Ive always imagine my heaven a wonderful land with no houses or roads just open land. Everyone just sleeps anywhere and eats what they want. I believe that if your good and don't act upon your sinful thoughts then you will get a chance to go to heaven. Grandma was a wonderful person in life loving, caring, thoughtful, funny, so graceful, very careful with words and always smiling and laughing. Grandma i wish i had spent more time with you, that is one of my regrets in life that i just thought you would live forever and every year was another "ill go see them next year" will there is no more next year. I'm glad i got the chance to see you a week before you past. Life is so precious with time flying so fast by. Its almost the middle of October and I've accomplished nothing!!!!